Saturday, May 13, 2006

Batchlor Party!

Whats happening fellas? Mark I'm thrilled to know your going to be making it to the event! Robbie & James, its time to follow suite.. Seriously, I would love to see you guys in New Orleans the weekend Aug 12. If for whatever reason (lame as it may be) you can't make it I would understand.

James, Mark tells me you might be in!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

I do still read the blog...

Hey there!

Sorry to have taken so long to post again. Sometimes I wonder if the stuff I post has any relevance, or if it's just chatter... I guess that feeling sometimes keeps me from posting. The hum-drum details of a busy life are, well, hum-drum.

But I did do something I enjoyed enormously over this past weekend: I went back to St. Louis with my Grandmother and Clarita for the baptism of Carina. It was a fabulous time. I haven't flown with my Grandma ever, so that was interesting. She's 83 and can only see out of one eye, so her depth perception isn't very good. But other than that she is one saucy lady. She's so pretty still, and clear of mind, you'd think she wasn't a day over 70 to look at her. We're so blessed to have her around still, and to be able to hear the stories we need to hear about our family- I could talk to her all day. We did crossword puzzles, and played scrabble once. (My brother won, then Grandma, then I came in last- but I felt pretty good about my score even though I lost. I held my own in a tough crowd!)

Carina is soooo beautiful! She is such a sweet, happy baby, I just am so thrilled with her! I promise I'll post a photo or two when I can. She has eyes that remind me so much of Chris, Mark, and James. You all know those three looked similar as babies, well now you've another for the club- Carina is blonde with blue eyes, and she is growing just like you'd want a healthy baby to grow- chunky in all the right places! She is a love. She is so intense now- she looks right into your face and will move her little legs and arms around and wiggles and breathes and sticks her toung out and makes oh's, and then after all that she looks at you and says: goo. Then the process starts over and you just feel honored to have been present for the moment. She'll stay alert and 'talk' to you for several minutes, then she wants to be held up on your shoulder and cuddled. What a gem.

No real news from Austin. Our garden is pumping now- love that. Clarita will soon be finished with her first year in school. And Carmen wishes so bad she could go too- but she's still got two years to wait- poor thing! She was born at an inopportune time in terms of school start dates in Texas. She'll be three years behind Clarita in school even though they're only two and a half years in age, we may do some pre-school, but either way it'll be hard for her to wait out that last year!

Well I'd like to see you all sometime soon! Robbie when can we go back to the beach-house? Sometime before it's sold, I hope! The girls are still asking about it- what do you say? I'll talk to you all soon.

Monday, May 01, 2006

United 93



Make no mistake, those who are unwilling to confront the past will be unable to understand the present and unfit to face the future.

I read the above quote from Bernard Lewis in an op-ed in today’s Wall Street Journal over lunch today. I thought it perfectly complimented the movie “United 93” even though the article was not about the movie.

I had been steeling myself to see this movie for a few days. I wanted to see it the first weekend because the producers of it had promised to donate 10% of the opening week box office receipts to a U-93 Memorial. Still, I didn’t relish the idea of what I was about to see. I mean, we all know how this one ends, right? It’s kind of like “The Passion of the Christ” from a few years back, which I never saw. Just because a movie can be universally agreed to be “worth seeing” doesn’t mean that I am especially eager to see it. Still, I wanted to see U-93, so in I went.

I saw it. I sat for the entire 2 hours plus of it, kneaded my hands, clenched my jaw and muttered “oh my God” I don’t know how many times. I cried too—a little—at the end. I walked out feeling like I had been kicked in the gut. I was so shaken that I had to go to a bookstore in the mall and just kind of sit there and collect my thoughts afterward.

I am not going to pronounce this a great movie or anything like that, because I think to do so would miss the point. U-93 isn’t a typical “movie” in any sense of the word, anyway. There’s no story arc, no dramatic ending, no satisfying conclusion. U-93 is simply the experience of being a fly on the wall at the FAA as they numbly try to cope with a situation that none of them could have even envisioned much less trained for. Or at the NORAD command center as they desperately sought fighters they could scramble over New York and Washington only to have the only ones within 400 miles report that they were flying unarmed. But of course, as bad as all that is (and believe me, it IS, especially when you get to see that the FAA people at JFK had an unobstructed view of the second plane going into the World Trade Center) it’s nothing compared to the shattering experience of being right there in the plane with the 40 other passengers on United flight 93 in the second half of the movie. In this sense, U-93 is more of a “dramatic documentary” that gives the viewer an unflinching look at some incredibly painful recent history.

Those who are unwilling to confront the past….

This movie fearlessly confronts the past and for that, it’s about as enjoyable as sitting through a root canal.

I have really nothing to criticize because, again, U-93 feels more like history than it does a movie. I loved the fact that there are no recognizable movie stars in this movie. In fact, the FAA director as well as the NORAD commanding officer both played themselves in the movie. I loved how everything was put forth so matter-of-factly. Sure the terrorists are evil, we know that, but they were human beings, not demons. Portraying them as shifty-eyed dime-store villains, a-la some bad Chuck Norris movie, would have been like penciling a beard on the Mona Lisa. I liked how the movie began with the murmured prayers of the hijackers in their motel room. I liked how the actor who portrayed Ziad Jarrah almost seemed to be losing his nerve before he gave the signal for his team to begin their assault on the cockpit. I also like how the movie didn’t try to do anything to romanticize them either. I was glad to have no backstory shoved down my throat, a-la “Syriana” or “Fahrenheit 9/11,” that would have tried to make me understand the terrorists’ motives for doing what they did, even if I didn’t approve of it. I know better than most why they did what they did and I favor waging war in the Middle East until every single one of those al-Qaeda bastards is dead because of it.

I liked how the main characters are portrayed. I liked how very ordinary they all were. To have Todd Beamer’s character played by Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise and have the camera lavishing attention on their face would have cheapened the movie, and it would have been distracting. This isn’t an action movie after all with the bad guys going down in a satisfying hail of bullets from Chuck Norris’ Uzi. U-93 is history, about ordinary people overcoming paralyzing fear in the face of death to rise up, throw themselves against their killers and save countless others their same fate.

In this ridiculously polarized country we live in, when half the country thinks George Bush is more dangerous than Osama bin Laden, “United 93” isn’t easy to watch, nor is it especially pleasant. But it is necessary. It is TIME for this movie. “United 93” is a straightforward, unblinking look at one of the worst days of our nation’s history and shows how the most ordinary of us have it in ourselves to be heroes. For that, and many other things about this remarkable movie, I am thankful.

I've been busy, damn it!

I have had NO spare time lately what with work being so busy and me being so preoccupied with the new house and all. However, I do want to write about something but I need to collect my thoughts about it a little more before I do. It's about the movie United 93, which I saw yesterday.